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Published in Gulf News, March 28, 2006

The mirrors that walk

At a recent party, once all the revelry was done, a small group of us sat down and did something I haven't done at an outing for a long time. We had meaningful discussion.

Looking back on it, it was the most enjoyable bit of the evening for both my wife and I. "That's because everyone there was a Seventies child," she said.

A series of social quirks has ensured that my wife and I, both products of the Seventies, have a primary group of friends that is much younger than we are. These Eighties children all have similar characteristics that make them quite tiresome sometimes.

Our theory is that Eighties children were born without an appropriateness filter. They seem to say anything that comes to their heads, no matter how offensive or foolish. They regularly make personal remarks such as: "That's a really bad shirt." Or, "Your hair looks so silly."

And in spite of the ones we hang around with being bright and well-informed, we are rarely able to have meaningful interactions. Conversations become competitions: people start trying to show off, or belittle others. The ease with which beliefs or points of view are brushed off is startling. Criticism or praise is rarely measured - everything is either "Fabbbbbulous!!" or described in a manner no newspaper can print.

That's why the conversation at the party meant so much to us. There were several strong opinions expressed, but nobody got defensive or facetious. All points of view were taken into account. People spoke to advance the argument, not to demonstrate how knowledgeable they were.

Of course, this blanket accusation of lack of self-censorship, causes some worry. Could it simply be the callowness of youth? Were we as on edge in our early twenties? I do remember, in those days of hair down to my shoulders and torn jeans, that there was a black-and-whiteness to my world that seems to have faded away.

However, I don't remember, in me or my friends, the Eighties childrens' ease with which they say hurtful things, or use an offensive tone of voice. And, to my surprise, after recently confronting a regularly rude Eighties child about it, she wasn't even aware of these transgressions.

Maybe it's a mark of the increasingly informal nature of social interactions. Maybe it's a terseness born of lack of time and ease of long-distance communication. Maybe it's an increasing focus on the self. The Eighties children I know may have little sensitivity towards other people, but have sensitivity in plenty for themselves. They dole out criticism freely, but suddenly shut shop and withdraw wounded when given it right back.

Why continue to meet them, you might ask. Apart from our social circles being too entwined to stop, we don't want to. Most of the time they are delightful company. We laugh a lot. We cook together. We play Scrabble and drink tea into the night.

But sooner or later, somebody says something, and ruins the mood. Or the conversation becomes a competitive display of wit or pop-culture references. Arguments rarely acknowledge other points of view. We recently differed over the movie Love Actually. While I tried to forward my reason for loving it, the reaction from the other side was a dismissive, "It's such a bad movie, why would anybody like it?"

But when I withdraw wounded and seethe at this unnecessary rudeness, my wife laughs at how much I let it get to me. When I think about it, I suspect it's because I'm being given a harsh picture of what I must have looked like when I was younger.

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