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Published in Gulf News, June 19, 2007

Cutting through the clutter

Clutter. Some people see it, others don't. And as life would have it, the ones who do, end up marrying the ones who don't.

When I was a bachelor in Oman, I needed to hack a path through my living room every day because of how every inch of floor was covered with books, bags, photographic equipment, CDs and papers. (Fortunately, it was never dirty plates and half-eaten food.) My desks at work have always been disaster zones, with passers-by often stopping to watch, waiting for teetering piles of press releases to fall and entomb me.

The girl who eventually became my wife, lived in a house that was as if nobody but the Robots stayed there. Everything was dusted every day, there was nothing on the floors and the bed was always immaculately made.

And, of course, these two people ended up sharing the same space. Today almost every argument is about tidying up. You might wonder though, what problem could the messy one possibly have with the neat one? Well, it's not unknown to have a newspaper put away, even as it's being read. Often, as the neat one tidies, she goes into automaton mode and puts away everything in her path, anywhere there's place to put it. We have cheque books in kitchen drawers and CD-ROMs in shoe cupboards.

Over a few high-decibel negotiations, we found tidy middle-ground. She can now tolerate a house that's less than zen-like, and I now actually notice mess (though whether I do something about it depends on a complicated arrangement of planets and prevailing winds).

My brain just doesn't have a high "mess resolution". I can look at a sink and not see that it's covered in tea leaves, simply because to me, mess is only when the dishes are piled so high they're an immediate threat to life and limb.

The neat one's mess resolution is a bit like those satellites that see golf balls on greens from hundreds of miles in the air. When it's her turn in the kitchen, she doesn't just do the dishes and give the surfaces a desultory wipe the way I do. She scours the entire place with various brushes, sprays and cloths, relines the burners and stove backing with aluminium foil, and leaves the counters so you could have open-heart surgery on them and not catch so much as a cold.

I used to have the fond notion that she enjoyed tidying and so I told myself, I was doing her a favour by strewing. I discovered (the hard way) that she hates cleaning up, but does it because she hates clutter even more. Like many young women I know, she blames her quirks on her mother, who is supposedly an obsessive hoarder. Apparently the neat one's need for sterility comes from growing up in the original House of Clutter (though I found it quite cosy and comfortable).

The last couple of weeks, she has been out of town on work in the week, and back on the weekends. This gives me and our flat five days to return to more primordial times, but our retro-evolution is slowed a little knowing that if there's a mess, the she will walk in and start tidying even before she's put her suitcase down.

But once the environmental negotiations are done, we usually note, with relief, that our differences are not actually that deep. After all, instead of one neat, the other messy, we could have had one a meat-eater, the other vegan; one an avid club-goer, the other a homebody; or, our worst nightmare, the other a smoker.

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